[For all those who don't know what's going on in my life]
Wow, I can't believe I have entries in this thing from 2 1/2 years ago. And I also can't believe how much I've changed, and how life is so different. AND how much of a dork I sound like in my old entries. I wrote a lot about my lack of a love life, and the heartache I felt from my abusive mother and father, and other crazy stuff no one but me would understand.
Right now I am 18 (6 days away from being 19), working at Harley Davidson of Seattle, and gearing up to go to the Aveda Institute in May. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Chaz, who I truly love. A lot of people don't understand us because of our vast age difference (24 years), but when they hang around us they realize we're just like every other couple. He is the sweetest guy..in fact as I was typing he brought me a No Fear and said "Just because I love you" awwww. Oh did I mention we work together? Haha..it's okay though we're on opposite sides of the dealership so it's not like we're working side-by-side. That would be weird.
Since high school I've finally found myself and my voice, I no longer go with the crowd or hang out with certain people just to be cool. In fact I look completely different, which is partly attributed to the fact that I dress however I want, not according to the set Kamiak fads. Black hair? Tattoos? Piercings? Hell yes. But don't get me wrong, part of wearing what I want means anything from black bondage pants to a pink button up shirt. I'm not stuck in any style, and hope to never be.
Right now I'm living on my own with a couple of roomates, which is fine but due to the fact that I will only be able to have a part time job when I go to school, and my money will be short, I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to move back in with my father. *gasp!* It's all good, we get along like 200% better since I moved out, and I think things will be okay seeing how I respect him a lot more now. Plus, I miss my kitty! Poor thing.
Anyways, there's probably a lot more I haven't added but you'll just have to ask if your curious.